My journey into diapers

I've known I was a slave for quite some time and diapers interested me but I never actually got the courage to try them until I started talking to my Master.  I started using pull-ups occasionally.  I asked to try going full-time in pull-ups when I got my period in January.  But the problem with pull-ups is that they leak and they couldn't hold a full wetting.

The leaking is what inspired me to get a real diaper.  I started with the Abena M4 with the advice of my Master because he knows much more about diapers than I do.  At the start I was too paranoid about leaking to truly enjoy the diaper itself.  Over time, I learned to realize that I truly belong in diapers.  I did have one relapse where I wore underwear for less than a day, but my punishment assured that I would never wear underwear again.  My punishment was to throw out all of my underwear 😉.

After I ran out of Abenas, I tried Tenas but the lower cost isn't worth the drop in quality.  So now I am happily back in Abenas.  I also am expanding my diaper collection to include patterned diapers when I have a little extra money.  Now I have purple seduction rearz diapers.  But I only get pretty diapers when I am a good girl.

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