How my Master and I met

One question that I received was about how my Master and I discussed my diaper training.  I met him through collarspace.com and I actually contacted him first.  I can't say what it was but there was something that I just knew that he was the Master for me.  Through his profile he specified that his slave would be required to wear diapers 24/7/365.  So the only discussion that we had about it was when I was going to start wearing them.

We started with just underwear restrictions, I was only allowed to wear thongs.  Then I wasn't able to take the thong off to pee, I had to pee through it.  The final step of this phase was that I kept a full coverage panties so when I had to poop, I would put those on and poop in those.  I essentially was not allowed to go to the bathroom without something covering my butt.  But I failed the last phase so I was punished with having to only wear pull-ups.

And from there I asked to be put in pull-ups full-time, and I got my first diapers.

I know this was a little short but I don't have much else to write about it.  I also have a question.  My Master and I recently started talking about adding another slave but I am unsure of how that would look like.  I would love to hear some of your stories about how it worked or what you felt.  You can either email me at livingindiapers@gmail.com, my Master also has access to this account so he will be able to see it as well, or you can message me on FetLife (mspottypants), or just comment on this post.  I look forward to hearing what you think or new questions or ideas for posts.

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