Living as a diaper slave

 I have some exciting news.  In pursuit of my diaper dreams, I have decided to start an OnlyFans page.  My Master and I decided on this because being able to have a diaper career is a dream of mine, and this is the first step.   It will create a space for me to have all of my content on one page.  I will be uploading content at least weekly, probably more.  I won't be taking any of my content off here or my blog, but the amount I post and do will be dramatically less.   With the money I make from the page, I will be buying new diapers to review and try.  I would also be able to buy lingerie.  The ultimate goal would be to have enough of a monthly income to be able to move out of my parents house and live on my own to be an even better slave for my Master.     I hope that I will continue to find support in this new journey.  Please follow me at https://www.patreon.com/mspottypants  

 These diapers aren't as absorbent as many other diapers.  I have tried the Walgreens certainty brand out of desperation, and they are very similar.  The TotalDry are definitely better with being more absorbent and soaking up the pee.   The main reason I got these was because I wanted to try out more nighttime diapers.  I wore Abenas but my main problem was that it the tabs weren't the best at staying all night long.  Often I would find that in the morning they had moved so I just didn't feel secure in them anymore.   The cons are the absorbance and they are very thin so it is expected.  I usually only get 3 wettings out of them, but they haven't leaked on me in the 3 nights I have worn them.  I also love the feeling of a nice thick diapers forcing my legs apart so it was disappointing to open up the package and find they were so thin.   However, I might consider wearing them after I use up the ones I have.  They are ...

The past few months, my Master and I have talked about me moving into my own apartment so I can be a better slave without my family's interference.  I have a job and I really can't ask to get paid more because I think that based on my experience, I am making more than fair.  But it isn't enough because I am in school and am working on paying that right now as well.  I have contemplated getting a second job, but I really don't want that and it would add a lot of stress on me. That still leaves money as the problem though.  I have talked about monetizing my blog for a while but google does not allow that for adult blogs and I don't want to change any of my content.  My next idea was to move to Patreon.  I have a lot to figure out yet, but I would definitely have rules that put me on a consistent uploading schedule, probably at least 2 times a week.  I would also add more pictures and videos as a thank you for reading and choosing to view my content ove...

Slave space is different from the normal subspace that most submissives feel when in a scene.  I have never really been in subspace so I can't directly compare the two but I want to describe what slave space is for me. I call it slave space and I am not sure if other people call it the same thing, but I think other slaves feel it as well.  Slave space is a permanent state of mind that my Master and I work towards.  In slave space, I strive to be the perfect slave and my mind revolves around my Master.  I feel safe, comfortable, and dominated while in slave space.  There is something so submissive about me.  I hang on to my Master's every word and it doesn't feel right to do anything without him.  It is when I ask permission to go to bed, or to eat. To get into my slave space, I have to feel dominated.  It is difficult to get me deep into it because I have to work against everything that I "should be."  I can't be independent and strong li...