Slave Space
Slave space is different from the normal subspace that most submissives feel when in a scene. I have never really been in subspace so I can't directly compare the two but I want to describe what slave space is for me.
I call it slave space and I am not sure if other people call it the same thing, but I think other slaves feel it as well. Slave space is a permanent state of mind that my Master and I work towards. In slave space, I strive to be the perfect slave and my mind revolves around my Master. I feel safe, comfortable, and dominated while in slave space. There is something so submissive about me. I hang on to my Master's every word and it doesn't feel right to do anything without him. It is when I ask permission to go to bed, or to eat.
To get into my slave space, I have to feel dominated. It is difficult to get me deep into it because I have to work against everything that I "should be." I can't be independent and strong like the expectations of society. Don't get me wrong every girl has the right to choose what she wants but I am no where near who I am expected to be. I am demure and I agree with my Master on everything, I am tuned in to what he is saying and what he needs. To get into that headspace, I need time to just be a slave whether it be for an hour or a day. I need to forget about the rest of the world. I also need to trust my Master completely, I would let him do anything to me because he knows me and he wouldn't push me to far. For me slave space isn't an instant thing, it takes time for me to get there and the more days I feel like slave, the deeper I go. I honestly don't have a step by step process for me to get there. It is a complex headspace but it is where I am happiest.
There are also things that pull me out of my slave space. I can move out of my slave space and get back in fairly easily when it is scheduled. Like when I am at work, or with my family. As long as I have time to prepare, I can prepare my headspace. I am pulled out for a longer period of time, and have to work to get back in for other things. When my Master and I have an argument is a good example, or when something happens that causes me a lot of anxiety. One example of this, is when I am wearing a noisy diaper at night, and I have to hurriedly take it off because there is a tornado warning or the fire alarms in my house are going off. Fortunately, none of those things happen too often, but they happen, and after those events pass, it is up to my Master and I to pick up the pieces.
Sorry for the long delay. I am posting another post today but that will be more serious. I have had a lot to think about the past day or two. I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading.
I call it slave space and I am not sure if other people call it the same thing, but I think other slaves feel it as well. Slave space is a permanent state of mind that my Master and I work towards. In slave space, I strive to be the perfect slave and my mind revolves around my Master. I feel safe, comfortable, and dominated while in slave space. There is something so submissive about me. I hang on to my Master's every word and it doesn't feel right to do anything without him. It is when I ask permission to go to bed, or to eat.
To get into my slave space, I have to feel dominated. It is difficult to get me deep into it because I have to work against everything that I "should be." I can't be independent and strong like the expectations of society. Don't get me wrong every girl has the right to choose what she wants but I am no where near who I am expected to be. I am demure and I agree with my Master on everything, I am tuned in to what he is saying and what he needs. To get into that headspace, I need time to just be a slave whether it be for an hour or a day. I need to forget about the rest of the world. I also need to trust my Master completely, I would let him do anything to me because he knows me and he wouldn't push me to far. For me slave space isn't an instant thing, it takes time for me to get there and the more days I feel like slave, the deeper I go. I honestly don't have a step by step process for me to get there. It is a complex headspace but it is where I am happiest.
There are also things that pull me out of my slave space. I can move out of my slave space and get back in fairly easily when it is scheduled. Like when I am at work, or with my family. As long as I have time to prepare, I can prepare my headspace. I am pulled out for a longer period of time, and have to work to get back in for other things. When my Master and I have an argument is a good example, or when something happens that causes me a lot of anxiety. One example of this, is when I am wearing a noisy diaper at night, and I have to hurriedly take it off because there is a tornado warning or the fire alarms in my house are going off. Fortunately, none of those things happen too often, but they happen, and after those events pass, it is up to my Master and I to pick up the pieces.
Sorry for the long delay. I am posting another post today but that will be more serious. I have had a lot to think about the past day or two. I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading.
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